Monday, December 10, 2007

I Have Issues...

Do you let people touch you? I don't mean physically. Do you let people emotionally affect you? I don't know, but it seems like the older I get the more jaded and distant I become. Have I just built up calluses? When a guitar player builds up calluses, they are almost like a badge of honor. As an accomplished guitarist those help you perform.

Emotional calluses on the other hand (no pun intended) do serve a purpose, but make me feel like I am missing out on so much. I think about myself, or the person I have become and it makes me sad and angry. When do you decide it's okay to let people in. I guess it's personal. Some people would argue that it's not as easy as just deciding one day to change. That might be true or it might just be bullshit. I don't know.

When I was much younger, I was more open, and less careful. It felt like living.

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Blogger princess slea said...

All in all its just another brick in the wall.

5:50 AM  
Blogger Stinkypaw said...

I'd say getting older does that to us... but we choose what we dolet in or not, that is also so called experience.

...and we al have issues!

9:14 AM  

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